So many food products I buy got an expire date on them, but you know what I found recently? That if you eat the food beyond the expire date, you won't die or have diarrhoea.

Once, I have been so afraid to eat those expired food, but now, i'm like, well, they can still sit for few more weeks.

 

I talk to you as to a friend

I hope that's what you've

come to be

It feels as though we've

made amends

Like we found a way

eventually

 

It was you who picked the pieces up

When I was a broken soul

And then glued me

back together

returned to me what

others stole

 

I don't wanna hurt you

I don't wanna make you sway

Like I know I've done before

I will not do it anymore

I've always been a dreamer

I've had my head among the clouds

Now that I'm coming down

 

I look at you and see a friend

I hope that's what you wanna be

Are we back now where

it all began?

Have you finally forgiven me?

 

You gathered my dreams in

When they all blew away

back into me

You saved me I was

Almost dead

 

This is how I feel. For yoU.

I need you to be my solid ground.

Lately, I have been reading Memoirs of A Geisha,  it is such a good book, I can't leave it, want to keep reading till the end, but always fall asleep after a few chapters. But I'm sure I will finish it real soon.

Thanks to my lovely little Foxy

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So one year later. I see you at the bus stop once again.

Your hair style is still the same, and you still go to the same high school.

You still walk like you used to, you always look so proud.

I turned to the other side, didn't want you to regconize me, or maybe you can't regconize me at all, my hair has grown so much longer. Remember back then, I used to have short hair almost like yours.:)

I didn't want you to see me, so I decided to stop and walk behind you. I am happy enough that I have seen your back once again, I thought I could never see you again.

I suddenly realize that, I am kind of caught in the middle, two societies, I won't fit in completely for either one. Where am I? What am I? I've tried so hard to fit in either one, but I guess this is me, the one who caught in the middle.

I don't choose my friends, yet I do, and yet I am going to miss you all in the end.

There's this guy, I met one and a half year ago.

Sigh. Too bad that we both live our life like drifters.

We both like the same music.

I guess you dont know that, because I've never told you. And I dont think I am going to have the courage to tell you either.

 

I can hardly get what Nicco and Victor is thinking, maybe I will know when I'm 20.

 

Phone cards are full of my desk, trying to find one that's not expired yet.

I suddenly feel old, so old.

I miss my parents and my funny family.

I miss you.SO much.

 

Maybe I've been in this redneck place for too long. Been seeing all these short flat buildings.

Today, I went to Vancouver with my good friends. All those tall buildings and those businessmen, they blow me away, it reminded me of my own busy and WELL-OFF (LOL) city back in China. All my dreams and my goals for life came back in my mind.

So, decisions will be made, not soon , I dont think so. Or it is called soon for me, i guess?

Tough decisions. Sigh.

ToT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You sucker!!!^_^

Heyyy, kinda miss you huuuun.

less than 100 days till I go back China!! Aint that exciting, PEERRRHAPS, i may see you in Shenzhen sometime this summer ;)

Love ya lots.

Yeah,I've been writing a tad too much lately.

its called 苦中作乐.